Absent

I've sort of been away from my blog for the past few weeks, and I'm surprised to see that there are still people visiting it. I'm not sure if it's real people or not, I hope it is. In any event I will try to add to my blog more often as it seems I've been absent and somewhat neglectful of this blog. I don't mean to be absent from it but I guess school has started up and readings are starting to pile up... and although that's just an excuse it's what I'm sticking with right now... so hopefully I won't be absent too long. Till later.

Sick again?

Why have I been sick every day of this new year? I'm starting the year off 100% sick... or 0% healthy. I prefer to see myself as glass half full so I've been perfect this year... perfectly sick... sweet!

I haven't really seen the need to post or rather the will to post this week too much just because of my health. I've been holed up in my room for the past week and other than that I haven't done too much. Just in time for school to start... Laid off and school starting and sick.. beautiful... well I guess that's it for today as I'm losing focus and brain health... so till later.

Frustration

I'm just frustrated at this point... AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you ever have the feeling you just want to go punch something for hours? That's kind of how I feel right now... A lot of frustration and not a lot of outlet...

The New Years resolution blog

I guess this is what I should do, because it's a good time to blog about my resolutions for the new year. One thing I know for sure is that I'm not taking crap from anyone anymore.

I also will do the typical work out more and get in shape... I'm starting the year off by playing basketball and possibly running a few miles later this week (health allowing - as I've been battling some sort of viral infection in my throat causing a fever).

Anyways, back to my resolutions... I am determined to not play more than 2 hours of video games per day, should be too hard because well I'm not too interested in games these days. I've lost my passion for video games, it's pretty much a time sink for the most part.

I also hope to read at least 2 hours a day, pretty much to balance out any video game playing I do during the day if not exceed it. At least 1 hour of educational, and then another hour of leisure.

On to those around me, I hope to improve the relationships I have with the people in my life. As such I also will do all in my power to make those around me happy, even at the expense of my self. Like Eeyore has said before "Just smile and get over with it" That's pretty much what I'll be doing... smile keep moving forward, stop carrying my emotions on my sleeve and just be strong.

Spend less, save more... pretty self explanatory there.

Ummm.. I guess I have some more but I can't think of any of them right now.. so for now that's my list...

Find love I suppose would be my final resolution or let love find me... but don't stress about it... if it happens it'll happen.