Irrationality

The order of events of life seem to be highly irrational. Sometimes what we do for others can be seen as irrational too. For example, I spent an hour or so making a dessert for a friend's birthday only to not have them try it at all. Why would I do such a thing? Highly irrational. I've also found myself in relationships where numerous irrational things happen on either side leading to the eventuality of a separation of individuals. How these separations occur, I have no answer, relationships in general seem highly irrational. Relationships cause us to do a lot of irrational things as well... we form these bonds with individuals who we formerly have no connection with and are often complete strangers. These bonds we form can be infinitely powerful, causing us to do entirely illogical and irrational things that on lookers to our situation would look at and think. What on Earth caused us to do something like that. I really don't know what causes us to do things like that nor do I really hope to comprehend emotions and the intricacies of relationships. I really don't know why I started blogging, but I've lost my focus and I guess it's probably because it's really late now. I don't know who still follows, who still reads my ramblings or if these just go off into space, but my thoughts are the same, I don't know why I like you.. but I do. Whether you read this or not, I guess it doesn't matter, the fact of the matter is that I do. Whether you like me or not, I don't know, I have no control over that. All I can do is to let you know what my feelings are... But in that same sense I can't, because you're in a relationship... So why did I even bother to write all these things? Entirely Irrational, but love is irrational that's what makes it fun and exciting. The ups can be really high but the downs can be really low. What will you do about this, if you should so happen to stumble upon this blog? I don't know. What you do is entirely your decision and all that I want is for you to be happy... So just do what makes you happy. Even if that doesn't include me, all that matters is what makes you happy... Smile, be happy and live life... It'll all work out in the end... Rational or Irrational, it'll all work out in the end.. So what makes me happy? Being irrational I guess... I'll keep doing what I'm doing and try to be happy everyday.. and just smile... = )