Sitting on a bus going places gives you a lot of time to think. I don't really know why a lot of things happen the way they do. I look at all aspects of things and over analyze everything, sometimes its good. Sometimes its bad. In every situation however regardless of how much I analyze one of two things happens. 1 - I do something totally irrational and then the situation blows up in my face. Or 2 - I do nothing and because I'm afraid to take the risks associated with any course of action so I take none and nothing happens positive in my favour.
Is this good? I'm not sure. My life isn't in a horrible position right now but it's not where I expected to be 5 or 10 years ago. I guess what matters the most is what I do with the next little phase of my life. Will I make choices that are positive? In terms of education, careers, or relationships. Your guess is as good as mine as to where I'll be in regards to all these categories of life. I hope as the new year draws nearer the new beginning that it brings will also bring positive changes in all these aspects of my life. I guess thats what it is. Like a long bus ride, we get off where we want and what we do after that is upto us. All life does is take us where we need to be and it's upto us to make the most of it. Here's to next year and positive changes. Wish me luck.
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