Confusion

So this has been one of the biggest things going on in my life as of late... confusion... and a lot of it. Not knowing if I want this or that, or if I want to be here or there. Sometimes I wish that people can choose for me what I will do in life. It'd make it so much easier, but then where's the fun in that. As of late, I'm just wondering what I should do... should I keep doing what I'm doing? Is there going to be an end to this? Or should I just stop and move on? 

The funny thing about confusion is that you really don't have any resolution until you finally step up and make a decision. Then follow through with it. I've been making decisions based on this or that... sometimes I'm really confused whether I made the right choice or not... Other times it seems like I'm walking down a road that has no end... But I guess that's part of confusion.. You never really know what will happen or what you should do... Sometimes the emotions get in the way too... Well not even sometimes... it does all the time... Well, emotions are messy... but they also make life worth living... Will the confusion go away? I'm not sure.. will it end well? Maybe... One can only hope for something more...

I guess... It's Christmas time, so Miracles aren't out of the question. Christmas Miracles!!!