Lazy Saturday Afternoon

Today really does seem like one of those lazy sort of Saturday afternoons. I started the day off energetic and awake, waking up at about 6am to play some soccer. The rest of the day pretty much went by like a lazy Saturday afternoon. I think the most beautiful thing about a lazy Saturday afternoon is that whatever you do, it'll be a productive one.

(I sort of imagine my room to be like this on a lazy Saturday afternoon)

I took a nap, naps are always productive because they help you re-energize and get your mind focused for the rest of the day. Assuming one has plans that is. But I didn't really choose to take a nap, it was more along the lines of my body just started telling me I needed some rest. And then moments later, although fighting it. I passed out on my bed. Luckily I was in my bed. Maybe it was because I was in my bed that I ended up taking that nap. Regardless of why it went down, I do feel a bit better after my nap. I say a bit because I woke up groggy and just sort of... this day was a bust sort of day. Well the day is not yet done. I have 7 hours to make something of my night. I think I might do some Chinese language study. I've been meaning to do more than the little bit I do everyday. I don't feel like I've made progression. Then again it is Saturday night. Shouldn't it be more fun than studying? Ideally yes, because I'm not in school as of this moment. But I also should note that I will be going back to school in a few months so I should get myself back into that mindset that I need to study. The problem with that is that I've never had this mindset before. EVER. I don't know why it is... do I?
Another thing I just realized is that this blog is titled "Daily Dreamer Travels". I have yet to blog about anything dream related or travel related. So it's sort of a lying sort of blog title. I should change it to the "everyday mundane blog". I still doubt many would read about it. How do blogs catch on? I really don't know. I suppose it takes something interesting to blog about. Right now I can't say I have anything interesting going on. Aside from my random personal life overly exaggerated love live, which currently one might say there is a complete lack of one. Hence my Lazy Saturday Afternoon. Can it be that hard for a person such as I to get a girlfriend? Maybe. Should it be this hard? Probably not (not that I'm boasting about myself). I do think however that there is much to be said about being single. I can't say I really enjoy it myself. I think I yearn for the companionship of another person. I think in the end isn't that what everyone really wants in life? To love and to be loved? Anyone who says they don't, in my opinion is a total and complete liar. I think however the key to all of this is first loving yourself. I think people can see the confidence a person has. The lower the confidence the lower the desire of the opposite sex to want to be around you. Along with this is a person's potential in life. No one really wants to marry a deadbeat... well I can't say no one because there are some people out there but I'm not really talking about those with mental issues or disorders. I'm talking about the general population of people... I guess on a Lazy Saturday Afternoon sort of day, my mind wanders into these sorts of things reflecting on how it is that I.. myself can improve. I guess one might say I dream of finding that person who would want to be with me, who will love me and who I can love equally in return. Maybe I've found that person already... at least the one that is currently catching my attention. She makes me feel so happy when I'm around her, and she really does inspire me to become better. Even if things don't work out between me and her, I think we'll still be friends because we're just those kinds of people. Will anything happen soon? I don't know... maybe. I want it to happen, but it won't happen today because today is my Lazy Saturday Afternoon. Maybe next week... =)

(Sad reality is my room looks more like this... not my room by the way)